Confused? Good, 'cuz I am too. I really and truly thought Chamzzz would be out of my life; who was I kidding?
There are times when I'm sure I'm ready to let him go:: even though he was never truly in my grip. But there are other times when I... When I feel like forgetting about Howard so I can stay in New York with him. YES! It's THAT serious.
I really really wish I could be sure about what we are... Or aren't.
He cut his hair off... Made him even better looking... Didn't help me let him go.
Got locked up for a night... Made me want to be his savior. [Stupid female intuition to save males]
Has a little BABY GIRL! Annoyed me, until I saw how much he cared about lil miss Laila and I fell even deeper.
No matter how tough he acts I know that he's a little softie inside and he let me in on that side once and it was so... Interesting.
Idk if I can deal with the uncertainty of a bad-ass "boyfriend" though. Can't really call him that but hey w/e.
I'm gonna figure this out. By tuesday I should have made up my mind, if not, I give up.
BTW howard was AWESOME!
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