firstly;;
i randomly learned a very important life lesson today
and i'm analyzing my life,
seeing if certain situations could have been avoided had i learned that lesson before.
and of course, they could have.
i'm a firm believer of things happening for a reason though.
secondly;;
IM FIENDIN'.
i want this dude BAD.
but circumstances are fuckin' my shit UP.
should I be on my #2010 shit and say fuck it all,
or should i continue to let this shit fuck wit' my head?
[yeah, i'm wit the first one too]
we'll see how that goes.
thirdly;;
i was never the type to 'push-up' on bitches.
PERIOD.
so those that thought i was, you're sadly mistaking.
you were most likely just convenient.
fourthly??;;
im tightening my circle.
lastly;;
i fuckin' hate the word 'mixxy'.
stop using it, u sound ignorant.
and that, my friends, is where i'm at.
living.
sage.BLAIZE