forget culture;; keep it domestic.

So for you nosey folk who have been all up in my life via this blog

I have an update for you.

I got rid of Foreign lover "K" on Christmas day.

I am the type of person that will put up with crap for a very long time. But after some time, I get fed up and explode. And that's what happened on Christmas.

Don't really feel like getting into specific details but a quick summary would be:: 

He was immature and I didn't feel like babysitting.

Sucks but oh well. Back on my single grind.

All I know is that I will be keeping it domestic from now on.

No United States birth certificate? No Sage.Blaize.

a new source of caffein

first snow of the season brings many feelings.

from Joyous little kids [or older teens] playing in the winter wonderland

to Annoyed store and home owners that have to prevent a lawsuit.

What feeling did it bring to me?

SICKNESS ugh

Anyway I have a couple things to share with the blog world.

firstly, i got a new tattoo on my wrist, i shall post a pic later

secondly, christmas is in 4 days!

and thirdly, i have a little drama.

a tragically happy day: the day howard meant nothing to me

So I finally got my college acceptance letter and I got a full ride to my dream school, Howard University. This was supposed to be the happiest time in my life but I am at the point where I don't even care about college. Tragedy struck my high school this week when a fellow senior comitted suicide. I didn't know him personally but some of my closest friends were close to him. No one knows why but he decided it was his time. Its soo sad that it happened so close to christmas- or at all for that matter: my heart goes out to his family and friends. R.I.P. Dakota. Sorry we didn't get to know eachother.

december [and a little november] happenings

Homecoming party, in a word, LAME. So much expected, so little given. Homies told me there was no dancing at this party and I simply explained that this isn't the place for me; obviously they were too high/ intoxicated to notice that no DANCING at a PARTY is unheard of. I soooo wasted my shiny tights; that were fabulous btw. Anyway school started again and I got a new phone: a sunset-red BlackBerry Curve. I am in love with it but had to hold on to the sidekick too. As for school, its bland, dry, and lack-luster as usual. Oh I guess I forgot to mention that I got into college! The college! I haven't gotten my letter yet but a little birdie told me. I am rediculously happy and so is my mommy. I kinda feel like I made it. But now to.see what scholarship that envelope holds... (I'll keep you posted.)

on a scale of 1 - 10 i give it an [08]

I never thought i could be so happy to see somebody as i was on wednesday, Bee Ex Sigh's homecoming. All my old homies came back and it brought back so many feelings. 

i was OD happy to see Mz. X and Mizz Lizz. Especially since they gave me such a good insight on HU life.

I was excited to see others, one in particular, who i have missed in the worst way.

Others annoyed me with their presence, especially since it is obvious that nothing has changed and their phony attitudes are even more phony than before. 

All in all, a good day.

Fill you in on saturday night.

a [twilight] in my eye.

def spent the whole day with J. Beez and it was kinda great. She was my Sugar Daddy for the day and she took me to the movies

Twilight was cool!

Annoying in the beginning;;; with a WTF vibe

but after that it was a non-stop thriller that kept me on the edge of my seat.

Edward Cullen is od cool and Bella is cool to.

i would give it 4 out of 5 hangers [my rating system]

go see it guys!

first.time.

Finally got on my blog game. This should be fun! What's new in my life? 

Nothing, same old same old.

I guess I've been a little stressed out

I have come to notice that it is really hard to be productive with friends.

You spend so much time being friendly and worrying about each other's feelings that you lose sight of the task at hand. And boy do I hate inefficiency.

Enough with the sad stuff though

I am extremely happy that my infamous 08ers are coming home soon! I miss them soooo much,

I feel empty without them... how sad is it that I depend on them like that? 

Def counting down the days until my buddies come back!

Until then, though, its just gonna be the same old same old.

ok a little of my drama.

i know that it is almost winter, but events of summer 08 still have an impact on my life. 

on a very fun trip to coney island beach with my bad girl accomplice Stassi X., i met a very cute, funny, FOREIGN guy that we'll call "K". we kept in touch but not as much as we should have because i had other things on my mind such as my job;; and when i say my job, i mean the males at my job ;). 

at this job i met an interestingly [unique] guy that was technically my "boss";; lets call him "Chamzz". there was an undeniable attraction between us and our flirting was so obvious that the 5 year old campers knew we had it bad for each other.  my summer loves Brii and Dii told me i had to make a move on him before it was too late, and trust me i was trying, but there was a [little bitch] of a speed bump in my way. a co-worker of mine that was too obvious and desperate to know how bad she looked almost swept right under me and stole Chammz, even though i never really "had" him and even though i knew i never could really have him. At the end of the summer, things were the same between Chammz and I, no moves were made, no bond made, no connections, made just that undeniable attraction. so i decided that it would never be and i had to let summer 08 go.

school started again and i was happy as ever to be a senior.  i kept in touch with Chamzz and K but i couldn't stop thinking about Chammz;; he had some kind of hold on me.  when i talked it over with the summer loves, they told me that no matter how much i tried to forget him, i wouldn't until i got what i wanted from him.  So i arranged a "date" and we did our thing and it was nice but i knew that we were in 2 diffferent places in life and it would never work out:" I was young preppy and ready for my future. He was older, gangster, and is already in his future. 

I started to really talk to K again and since i decided Chammz was out of the question, I set up a date with K.  We went to the movies and had a great time. I noticed what a sweet generous loving [sexy] i had on my hands and it felt great. Later that night he asked me to be his girlfriend and how could i deny that sexy caribbean accent?

Why am i complaining?

The next day, Chammz starts telling me that he really likes me and wants us to be "together" (not the word he used, but a safe enough translation from gangster to english) i said WOW and honestly, i didn't have the heart to tell him i was taken. i didn't deny him nor did i accept but it has been in the back of my mind for a while. 

Why is it that you only get what you want when its too late ?

Not to say that i don't want K because i really do, but anyone who knows me can tell u that i "want" Chammz more. I couldn't tell you what it is about him, his carefree attitude, his five amazingly sexy tattoos, his bad ass demeanor, his big ass head. I couldn't tell you. 

So today, I didn't go to school and since i have been trying to spend time with Chammz forever, i decided to tell him to come over. We flirted and messed around and it was fun, but something was different from the first time we hung out like that. He fell asleep on my bed and i was awake; i looked over at him and he was drooling on my pillow, it was cute because he acts so tough but in the end he's just like everybody else, but i was also very annoyed. When he woke up we flirted a little more until he had to leave. I gave him a kiss goodbye. I think he thought of it as a See you later, but it was indeed a goodbye kiss. 

i don't know if i will ever see Chammz again, i know he will try to contact me but will i respond? again, i don't know.

what i do know is that i have an amazing, [slightly annoying but hey what can you do] boyfriend that i will try to make it work with.  i'll keep you updated.